Have you ever wanted something soooo bad and you would do anything to get it??? Even though you know it's no good for you? You try so hard to forget it, ignore it, and dislike it but all of that doesn't work? You end up falling for it chasing it, and everything goes all bad!! Well everyone has been in that situation and you know what I have learned? Never make the same mistake twice. When there is something you want and you know its bad for you, drop everything and RUUUNNN!!!! It's almost like trying to figure out what is the difference between a want and a need. We as human beings tend to go after what we really dont need. Whether it's a person, or something materialistic, we have to ask ourselves, "Is it worth it?"
For a long time I would lust after my kids father, and I kept getting hurt in the end. I made a huge mistake thinking that my lust for him was actually love and it wasn't. Point is, if what you "want" so very badly hurts you over and over again, you dont need it. Take it back, let it go, throw it away and trust me things will get better from that point on. Don't be fooled!!! Think with your brain sometimes and NOT your HEART!!!